Part Two of Wednesday's post...the pictures

These are in the wrong order, but of course I don't know how to change them without messing it up! But that is okay...God did not gift me with technical abilities and I am okay with that. So if you want to start at the bottom of this post, they might make more sense....I know they are small and hard to see but they are just so you can see the process. (I just found out you can click on the picture and you get a gigantic picture of each.)

If you haven't read my story...go back to previous posts regarding My Story...



This is how Christ sees us...redeemed and cleansed by the Cross.

This is how I saw myself in regards to my eating disorder...heaviness at my feet and unrecognizable.

This one has to do with the decision I made in 2005 that was the thing that pushed me over the edge...no feet, no face, shame, guilt, fear...I felt death.

Marriage and divorce

This one is the 2 abortions I went through I was completely changed by these...my face is out of proportion...my arms are out of place...shame and guilt plagued me.

This picture describes the 2 rapes that happened. My whole body is distorted.

This one has to do with my dysfunctional family life.

It is hard to see this one...but my body is outlined in all of the events and this is the only way I saw myself...I became the events....when I looked in the mirror this is what I saw. I didn't even see my face.